Sunday, January 22, 2012

Keepin it Real




Or getting real, making it real, being real, etc.
I haven't been and need to rat myself out big time!
No longer am I ashamed or embarrassed of my inadequacies... At least at this moment today.

My fears are:
Financial Insecurity
Abandonment
Failure
Being Alone
Sickness
Getting old
Dying
Living
Others dying
Losing Control
Relapsing




I'm not in control of most of the above, hence my inadequacy.
And the root of most of my fears.
FEAR=
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real

I'm not free in my mind. I'm prisoner of all that I fear.


I wanna be free.
I need to be free.
I deserve to be free.

Are u Free?

-Shanti